Growing up and what about my people
4 Comments Published by Svetlana Zhukova on Wednesday, October 03, 2007 at 2:37 PM.
I feel I am at some point in my life when I don't really reach out to make more new friends, I want to keep those I have already.
And this is not easy, living by one-year cycles in different countries, when people come in and move on, and so often you have to say good buy, and start all over again, start friendships again.
I grew to understand at times I just want to live around and get to know more those friends I made already, and who were sharing so important parts of my life. I want to spend not only a year but more with people who mean much to me; I want to grow and mature and change with them; I want to continue sharing and creating life stories together. But my circumstances change, and who knows when I meet again my dears...
That's why probably I can't define where I really belong to - because through my family and friends I belong to so many countries and places... I can't be happy in one without the chance of connecting to others, and I haven't figured out a way yet to pull all of this together.
And this is not easy, living by one-year cycles in different countries, when people come in and move on, and so often you have to say good buy, and start all over again, start friendships again.
I grew to understand at times I just want to live around and get to know more those friends I made already, and who were sharing so important parts of my life. I want to spend not only a year but more with people who mean much to me; I want to grow and mature and change with them; I want to continue sharing and creating life stories together. But my circumstances change, and who knows when I meet again my dears...
That's why probably I can't define where I really belong to - because through my family and friends I belong to so many countries and places... I can't be happy in one without the chance of connecting to others, and I haven't figured out a way yet to pull all of this together.
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And Sveta, when you figure out the way to do this, teach me! :)
Remember to call when you are in Melbourne. x
Yeah!!! this is what i was about to ask as well... i badly need that!!
Svetka Привет!! ;)
Wherever you are and belong to, be sure that your friends will be with you, some physically there, some virtually will keep their fingers crossed:) I keep them for you!
greetings Ewa
this kind of questions is a rhetorical one I guess - however when this universe wisdom comes to me, I'll for sure let the world know :)
Ewa - such a great surprise to find you here!!! so long no see, and thanks so much for the message... the only thing i can't see your profile to check how you are doing - drop me an email! czesc :)